I'm tired of life

They want you to feel all the things you mention. UNPLUG! Stop listening to their mind-numbing, fear-porn, propaganda! PLUG-IN to nature, bare feet on the ground, sun on your skin!!!

There is a battle going on for the soul of humanity, for YOUR soul, YOUR free will, YOUR joy, YOUR health, YOUR life! They want to suck the soul/life out of your body/vehicle and replace it with their technology. This is the futuristic transhuman agenda rolling out NOW in real time! They want to create a world of transhumans that are soul-less, heart-less, mind-less, joy-less, gender-less. An unmasked, unjabbed massage therapist who still has her innate instinct and body/mind/heart/soul intact wrote this about what she experienced with someone who got the jab: https://schrodingersothercat.blog/2021/04/13/657-untitled/

I am new to ifers but not exactly new to the truth movement, done plenty of research as we all have so I'm going to keep this simple... I totally feel you on this one, it's different for truthers everywhere, some have more like minded around them than others. It's one thing talking to people online who are aware but if, like me, you happen to live in an area where you seem to be the only person aware of the elite bs for atleast a 25mile radius (or if there are others near you they choose to stay in woodwork for fear of ridicule or whatever it is a Hella lonely life and can very easily lead to the feelings expressed by the og poster. Advice and support is good people and let's someone know they ain't alone but sometimes we just need to feel understood, and I fully understand where your coming from brother. It's shit and it can make you very bitter towards the Gen pop and all the shit in the world...I don't have an answer per say just I'm with ya and let's just hope soon enough the scales tip in the favor of good and justice and the creator...

A like-minded friend to talk to, vent with, inspire, encourage is valuable! I live in Texas, which is one of the best states to be in now in US, but plenty of people still wear masks and are getting jabbed, have no awareness of health or deep state whatsoever. Visit a health food store or book store or walking trail. Let your light shine! You'll attract your tribe of spiritual warriors.

EthericData2 wrote:

zherot wrote:
Can you elaborate more on this? this sounds interesting.

Yes. The essence of "Interdependent Origination" describes the process of turning suffering into wisdom.

If a person can identify which stage of suffering they are experiencing in that present moment, they can consciously choose to break the chain and ascend towards their highest good. The accumulative effect of doing this leads to the destruction of outflows and greater self-fulfillment.

The sooner a person can break the cycle, the less intense their suffering is. The longer a person stays ignorant of their suffering, the greater the intensity and likelihood of exacerbating the conditions that repeat the same mistakes.

Difficulties breaking the cycle are caused by an underlying attribute of suffering; an addiction to intensity.  People will practice escapism by constantly distracting themselves with the temporal reliefs of pleasure rather than endure through the perceived permanence of pain.

Ignorance and a lack of mastery over our lower nature cause people to be human doings rather than human beings. The universe is a patient teacher. It will repeat the lessons until the wisdom is understood.

If a person feels depressed while detaching themselves from the matrix, they are likely going through an "intensity addiction" withdrawal.

If an aspirant keeps going along the path of spiritual ascension, the closer aligned their being will be with the universal one, and the greater the realization that separation is just an illusion. What replaces this subjectivity is an unwavering sense of belonging. To be in the world but not of the world.

Integrating the concept of interdependent origination can help to identify the suffering experienced by others. We learn how to respond with wise reflection, compassion, or skillful conduct.

Instead of being burdened by the suffering in the world, we discover that it's the creator's invitation to be closer in its likeness.

Where can I read more about this subject?, I there a book or something, sounds interesting.

Lots of new comments, I read them all believe me, thank you for your words.

Yeah I am actually all alone in terms of people that have the same thoughts or are like minded, I doubt I will find anyone like minded near, I live in ashithole full of NPC's lmao. So yeah not having a "community" or friends that think alike really hurts more. Granted I have a GF so I am not truly all alone and she is probably the only reason I have not used the hard reset on my game if you know what I mean, but I have to be honest, sometimes not even her can confort me.

About them trying to mess up with us yes, they are their "fear porn" is hard, I mean not the COVID hoax, that is a joke, in fact everything is a joke but what truly hurts is people accepting the crap that comes because of that fear, for example being unable to have an opinion on the internet now is hard, it really hurts to be silenced everywhere... and it just makes me even more bitter and crazy so I start sounding more and more crazy and radical so they have even more pretext to censor me and that makes me worse... and so on.

zherot wrote:Where can I read more about this subject?, I there a book or something, sounds interesting.

I sent you a PM, but it looks like the message is being automatically placed in my outbox, and not my sentbox.  Can you confirm if you received the PM?

zherot wrote:Lots of new comments, I read them all believe me, thank you for your words.

Yeah I am actually all alone in terms of people that have the same thoughts or are like minded, I doubt I will find anyone like minded near, I live in ashithole full of NPC's lmao. So yeah not having a "community" or friends that think alike really hurts more. Granted I have a GF so I am not truly all alone and she is probably the only reason I have not used the hard reset on my game if you know what I mean, but I have to be honest, sometimes not even her can confort me.

About them trying to mess up with us yes, they are their "fear porn" is hard, I mean not the COVID hoax, that is a joke, in fact everything is a joke but what truly hurts is people accepting the crap that comes because of that fear, for example being unable to have an opinion on the internet now is hard, it really hurts to be silenced everywhere... and it just makes me even more bitter and crazy so I start sounding more and more crazy and radical so they have even more pretext to censor me and that makes me worse... and so on.

Been down that road before. Everything you’re experiencing now I’ve been through it. I’m not trying to one-up you. I’m just trying to relate.

My only anchor to this world is my daughter.

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Am I the only one receiving a phishing warning from my antivirus about 2img.net or something when opening this website?

EthericData2 wrote:

zherot wrote:Where can I read more about this subject?, I there a book or something, sounds interesting.

I sent you a PM, but it looks like the message is being automatically placed in my outbox, and not my sentbox.  Can you confirm if you received the PM?

I received both, I just downloaded the book thank you very much.

Ethericdata2

I would also like to read more on this intensity addiction. Sounds helpful to me. thanks

The Compassionate Cynic wrote:Ethericdata2

I would also like to read more on this intensity addiction. Sounds helpful to me. thanks

The "Threshold Intensity Addiction Cycle" is a concept created by Steve Hokinson of Organic Intelligence. Steve doesn't explicitly say the cycle comes from Interdependent Origination (IO). However, students of IO can identify the source of his inspiration.



https://organicintelligence.org/oi-blog/working-the-physiology-using-trauma-part2/

PM me if you are interested in further reading.

The info about Organizational Intelligence is very interesting. From personal experience, PTSD is the current 'diagnosis of choice' in traditional counseling. Along with it goes the predictable prescriptions for anti-depressants and anti-anxiety drugs, with their mind-numbing, emotion-killing, body-poisoning effects.
As someone with 'HSP' high sensory perception, (or highly sensitive person), I appreciate the more wholistic approach of healing through the body. This conversation, and article, may be-slightly off-topic, but ALL of us have been submitted to the process of being traumatized during the past 18 months on this Earth plane! For a deeper dive about healing from any type of ritual abuse and trauma: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Fascia

Can you only pm to those youve added as a friend?
I like this intensity addiction information. This sounds like my problem, usually classified, in my opinion, as add/adhd

IDK.

I know many are happy to have you here among us!!! Yes the pot has been stirred in this great shift of the ages. Firstly - it's all an illusion. Please just breathe, smile & keep on your path. YOU are a blessing!!! <3 <3 <3

It is all good if people use my post to come out and speak about how they feel themselves, maybe they needed someone to rant for them first so they get the confidence to speak about themselves.

EthericData2 wrote:

The Compassionate Cynic wrote:Ethericdata2

I would also like to read more on this intensity addiction. Sounds helpful to me. thanks

The "Threshold Intensity Addiction Cycle" is a concept created by Steve Hokinson of Organic Intelligence. Steve doesn't explicitly say the cycle comes from Interdependent Origination (IO). However, students of IO can identify the source of his inspiration.



https://organicintelligence.org/oi-blog/working-the-physiology-using-trauma-part2/

PM me if you are interested in further reading.

I have read the book you sent me, does this has to do with the part where it becomes easier to do things with time? I compare it to any addiction, you start with one thing then that thing no longer makes you feel good so you for the next harder thing and you just keep going down that spiral forever.

zherot wrote:

EthericData2 wrote:

The Compassionate Cynic wrote:Ethericdata2

I would also like to read more on this intensity addiction. Sounds helpful to me. thanks

The "Threshold Intensity Addiction Cycle" is a concept created by Steve Hokinson of Organic Intelligence. Steve doesn't explicitly say the cycle comes from Interdependent Origination (IO). However, students of IO can identify the source of his inspiration.



https://organicintelligence.org/oi-blog/working-the-physiology-using-trauma-part2/

PM me if you are interested in further reading.

I have read the book you sent me, does this has to do with the part where it becomes easier to do things with time? I compare it to any addiction, you start with one thing then that thing no longer makes you feel good so you for the next harder thing and you just keep going down that spiral forever.

Exactly. Suffering is cyclical, and it increases in intensity when we move further away from understanding and addressing the root causes of our suffering.

The sooner a person can recognize which stage of the cycle they are experiencing, the less intense their suffering is. The middle lines in the chart that shoot off from the upswing of the curve suggests an early exit.

When we apply IO in the case of an individual detaching from society, that person may experience suffering when withdrawing from societal contact (6) and the feelings (7) of diminished significance associated with their dwindling involvement (8'). A person can either regain approval by adopting the prescribed acceptable societal norms (9) or recognize where their choices are heading and exit the cycle.

If they decide to exit the cycle, they are choosing to use their senses (5) to identify the aggregates of their suffering (4), which allows them to become conscious (3) of the triggers (2) and remove future seeds of ignorance (1) before they are planted and bloom into suffering.

Upon wise reflection, we can name the aggregate of this form of suffering as "death anxiety." Being viewed as "normal" and "accepted" by others serves as a death-denying function, which is the anthropological purpose of culture. Waking up and detaching from society is traumatizing, so a person must be ready to receive this information.

According to Ernest Becker via Sheldon Solomon, self-esteem is the belief in oneself as a person of value in a world of meaning. The primary purpose of self-esteem is to reduce death anxiety. Self-esteem is ultimately a cultural construction. The standards by which a person judges themself to be a person of value depends on the cultural milieu in which they reside.

Studies have shown that people who view death most negatively are most attracted to high-status material possessions and demonstrate higher rates of psychological inflexibility, especially if they have shaky self-esteem.

In most social groups, individuals at the adoption (9) stage are attempting to become (10) "omnipotent" through literal and symbolic immortality. Emotionally oscillating between self-hatred and vainglory primes the intensity pump, which spills over into future cycles, whether in this life or the next (11).

The accumulative effect of a life lived in ignorance is time wasted acquiring and possessing things, associations, and memories that can't assist a person with their spiritual ascension. Society's distractions temporally quench an insatiable emotional hunger that ultimately results in experiencing loss, regret, resentment, embitterment, and a fear of the inevitable in one's later years (12).

By eliminating the outflows of our being, our time, attention, and energy can mold the body, mind, and spirit into the likeness of the source, which is to be at peace with oneself.

Very cool breakdown. Thank you for your efforts. I find them useful and interesting

There's one thing we can agree on, suffering sucks.

For me knowing the truth is liberating. I want to know and understand everything. I think there is something in stoicism; I don't give any mind-space to things I can't control. I also don't talk about this stuff to those with closed minds that are not interested in truth.

I'm not stupidly naive though. I have about 2 years worth of food and essentials because I have no doubt things are going to get much worse before we eventually win. The psychos are going to throw everything at us.

What I'm trying to say is, take control of what you can control, let go of the things you can't, embrace your knowledge of truth (and keep on that quest) and remain true to yourself.

Change your perspective and you change your world my friend.

I have spent many hours listening to people like Alan Watts and Eckhart Tolle since awakening. They have greatly helped me to ground myself after that spinning ball was ripped right out from underneath me. That was a little over 5 years ago and I was lost and depressed for a while also.

I would encourage you to try to view the world (or rather people) differently. I don't subscribe to any religion, but I think they all kind of talk about the same thing - everything is connected and one, etc. I take a bit of delight in the idea (I think its from Hinduism maybe, I forget) that everyone you meet is actually God (the one, consciousness, whatever) in disguise. And each interaction you have with anyone, potentially has something amazing to offer you, or not. Sometimes you will have a profound encounter with a random person at the most random time, other times you kind of laugh it off and say to yourself "aaah, you nearly got me again there, God, good one".
Just treat every single day as yet another opportunity to see what experiences life will bring you, as that is all we can really agree on - we are all here experiencing something - who knows what or why, but the experience seems real enough, so try to own it and make it enjoyable.

Eckhart Tolle tells a story that may help, its something like this:
A man is sitting at a table outside a cafe in a small town by the beach. A couple walk up to him and ask him what the people around this town are like, as they are considering moving here.
The man asks them back "What are the people like where you are from?"
The couple tell him that the people are pretty nice, everyone seems friendly and help each other out when they need it, etc.
The man says to them "well, they're much the same here."
The next day, the man is back at his cafe and a different couple walk up to him and ask the same question as they are also considering moving here.
Again, the man asks them "what are the people like where you are from?"
The couple then tell him how everyone seems to be rude and in a hurry where they are from. No one has the time of day for anyone else and no one seems to be friendly or approachable.
The man says to this couple "well, they're much the same here."

Point of this story is people will see what they want to see based on their preconceived notions of the world. If you look at all the people in your life and just see them as people against you, then they will always be against you. If you change your perspective, you'll change your world.

My fiancee always says things like "its such a horrible day" when it raining for example. I always reply, "not if you're a tree". Now if you were intending on sunbathing, then sure the rain is not ideal 0 but it doesn't make the day horrible. The day is simply rainy and thats something she didn't particularly want to deal with, but that is just her perspective. Drought stricken farmers would be rejoicing.

I hope you find some of this relatable and can see what I'm trying to get at. Instead of viewing people as combative, view them as challenging you to ascend or something. Take the experience and learn to adapt. If they just want to argue and know they will not come around, then don't waste your energy. Just remember why you were friends in the first place and leave the earth conversations out of it. Ascend beyond the pettiness of arguing with closed minded individuals.

Just remember you've been given a gift that only a small percentage of the population has been given. The gift of sight. True sight. Knowledge of our beautiful flat earth. I honestly can't even quantify how much more beautiful the world is to me now and how much more curiosity and creativity I have since being a baller. I try to look for something from every single interaction I have with people. There are only 2 kind of experiences in life. Good experiences and learning experiences.

As another strategy, I started playing a guitar a few years ago - helps me lose myself into music and all of the thoughts that your mind and ego are pushing on you just drift away. Basically meditation for me as I'm not too good at meditation.

Anyways, good luck with it and remember, change your perspective and you'll change your world.

Alan Watts and Eckhart Tolle are both shills.

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